This world is running on old tech mixed with new tech, but most of it is very outdated… for common civilians anyway.
Rather than upgrade with the times, people that understood at a higher level were silenced or stolen from. Nicola Tesla for example.
Why? Because certain people built entire businesses based on these particular technologies and they were not willing to give that up.
This still goes on today.

In 1951, the inventions secrecy act was passed under the guise of national security. Of course, as usual, it wasn’t as much for security as it was for control.
I mean it kind of just goes on and on this same type of way with so many things. Yet few people speak on it. Or add up every detail, which makes for a cynical conclusion. But better to accept the world for what it is.

This world isnt allowing people to exist as theyre meant to. Of course, I have no influence I know of and I barely exist anywhere online or otherwise, so Im not a threat to the system anyhow. I think the truth is often more twisted and dark than people would like to admit or live with. If they wanted to cure cancer or reduce/eliminate the majority of suffering for people in the entire world… they could… but they would rather be greedy.

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There is a fundamental lack of understanding of human nature.
For this is what dictates the hierarchies which will always develop.

The degree of denial or ignorance of how this world operates, and the darkness, especially beneath the surface… ignorance is bliss and people love to close their eyes. Well I didn’t close my eyes. I learned and I kept learning. Most of it is basic and should be common sense at the root, but I understand how people can get lost.

People need to understand if everyone was united, the hierarchy of control/power/greed/causal suffering, etc that exists would be much more difficult to succeed. People are constantly manipulated into different factions. They are unaware of the manipulations and psyops they are exposed to on the daily.

We are all animals with our inherent nature, the similarities and differences are to be respected. We are far more alike than different especially when it comes to our basic needs. What makes those in positions of power and control able to do the horrific things that they do? Lack of empathy, more drive and feeling from achieving power and money. Values entirely different from the likes of myself and others who have developed themselves. I dont know where I am writing anything anymore and this late in this I am writing with less anger and emotion thankfully but i would have liked to be able to do that earlier, and i dont know if it can last because its all down to the amount of pain I live with.
I know how to deeply breath now but its fragile. And i dont want to lose that. I was on the verge of letting go and my body relaxing entirely I think but i screwed up and took on something else that I should have let go. Like i have let go of guitar so many times and gone back… i let go again.. and this period of winter the perfect time.. and the environment finally even though low on money and all had fixed enough… but well.. ill just leave it there i dont want to get lost in things and stress myself too much at this point. Its the fact i simply took on a pet that is nocturnal, sounds silly… but its kept me awake and made me adjust temperatures and humidity which has affected me and my sleep but i put the animal above myself and cannot help it. Then i can easily get stuck in that again and injure myself in bad positions i know not to do but had to… sounds dumb but simply getting that animal - even though a beautiful gift, I was so close if id just kept going that way i was where i actually could relax and had the environemtn okay enough to do so after so many many years… sigh… its just simple math. I could not afford to injure myself more again.

There are cures for all types of illnesses that certain people prevent, illnesses that certain people cause, and many proven nefarious things that go on all the time that people just don’t look into or want to acknowledge are happening, because “ignorance is bliss.'“

But Im just thinking and going off the top of mind anyhow. I only say so much at a time, very little in contrast to whats in mind… very very little… may seem like theres a lot, or that i type a lot… i do… but i repeat a lot since i forget where i left off, having typed and been emotive in so many places so frequently in my last years. Just know, there is so much more I would like to add for a more cohesive understanding and much I never even began to talk about.