The state and functioning of society, and drugs.

Let us think about this specific focal point once again for a d; substances/medications alone. Include nutrition and foods as well if you’d like, or anything ingested that has an affect on the mind and behavior, etc. But you don’t have to go so far, lets focus on the obvious and clear wrongs right off the bat.

What is the percentage of the population on drugs?

Why is there very little to no acknowledgement of how each substance, legal or illegal, affects judgement and thought processing on a larger scale?

This not only impacts and affects the individual, their wiring, and their overall decision making and conclusions, it impacts and affects society as a whole.

Each substance that is common in society has a common negative that can actually be severely detrimental to society. When there are hundreds of millions of people taking adderal every day, which is basically legal methamphetamine, good judgement goes out the window. Its like their ability to think at a higher level goes out the window and their focal points are skewed. So maybe a higher processing speed in general is attained, but its like putting blinders on in terms of understanding things as they should be understood.

A crux of this….

What substances often do, is artificially stimulate… which steals. Anything stolen, unearned… you have to pay for that. Not only is the body and mind running artificially in a wrong way, but it can adapt to environments that dont have healthy parameters for humans… and when you have large numbers of people operating at surface level with terrible discernment just parroting each other, etc… yeah this is a recipe for disaster. If there are a majority of people hooked on drugs and thats the entire society… i mean no wonder just that by itself will destroy everything. Large groups of people just totally artificially stimulated and often without much life experience or any wisdom… i mean .. forget it.. its over like that.

The best way to focus and be healthy and operate with proper discernment is to exercise.

These things i like to teach to people. They prove my wisdom and logical mind. This counters all the bs my parents and family have said about me my entire life and shows how twisted they are… ive always been very fair rational just a nice kind hearted person but they kept me in a cage and often in the dark … simulated this essentially.. in massive pains.. while i knew better. no need to repeat it again now.

This was just a thought i had today… decided to type it and put it on my website.. dont know where to say things anymore.. just random… This can be expounded on a lot also but ill end it right here.

I mean stimulants are one end of the spectrum. Theres alcohol, cannabis, and everything else down the line. I was studying this stuff in my teens and had a good understanding back then which only increased with time like ive done with a lot… just never been shown any respect for the things I put time and energy into with understanding. There should be a class of people like myself that actually understand the totality and are in positions to help protect the people as a whole. When the root mechanics are changed, obviously that changes so many outcomes and reactions in a negative way. The further from truth and proper functioning at the base, the more dysfunction. There are huge holes in integrated understandings when it comes to most people. Meanwhile, this focal point like many I touch on and repeat, its so basic. And yet… it exists, just like all the other things that shouldn’t exist.

…Ego, motivations, pleasures and pains, weaknesses strengths, empathy and behavioral patterns… its all impacted and important to be aware of. ..

i could be allowed to think and type at what id consider 100 percent versus near 0 - same thing i say with music - because its the truth. My hands are always tied, im dealing with various degrees of pain that are at extremes, it all messes with thinking… too much to even mention on that alone. I wish id been able to be shown the mercy and compassion to live just one day that way again… my family truly just chose to hurt me each day… they could have just listened to me. That is pain that there are no words for… that only screaming can help but i still have no place to scream. I needed to decide where i moved and have the agency. I needed to be given back just a small fraction of what my parents stole financially and otehrwsie to finally move on and show what i could do at even half my potential… its a shame. but i cant make other people help me or support whats right or know or care.

but i digress again. ill stop typing in a moment.

Im being imprisoned each day in ways people dont care or think about and obviously most people dont think of me at all any days lol.. but yeah anyway… watching me die and having to adapt each day which is taking a toll and im on a clock basically and have to accept.

Never forget, my parents are responsible, and i make it a point to make that as clear as possible every day..

but i digress again. ill stop it here.

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Remember, according to my parents and people they brought around me, im the bad guy who is supposed to just shut up and be medicated. According to them, I was crazy or stupid, told to shut up and I belong in a hospital - almost every day of my life from one or both of my parents. I was abused in so many ways combined and then even manipulated into believing i was the problem and traumatized so badly i questioned their love when id proven they lacked too much empathy to have it already a while back.

Of course they wont tell you any of what theyve actually done, ever, but they told me forever. im used to liars. i can see how people stay in denial when they have no choice because i was in that for years too. ive been everywhere experience wise and thats why i can empathize with all people to some extent.. and im honest and have rare qualities. i appreciate it anyhow .. even if others dont. Everything i said was valid. The room space, the light… i could predictably see how i would operate based on how much light exposure, the noise around me, the people, the foods, literally every detail… but people just ignored the mechanics… basic basic mechanics … but i digress again. ill stop it here.

My life should have went a very different way, if i was just given the agency that they stole from me. Even decades later… and i survived it all… just to only have this much leeway to leave my mark and prove I am not what they say and they were the root problem to begin with. This is why the world will never be as it should, youre basically operating with the direct opposite types of people in control. Good luck with that. Those who prove they have little to no empathy, that lack discipline, that dont have any of hte same morals, that proved they throw it away at an instant to serve themselves… on and on to the deepest nuances… always so selfish… greedy… egotistical, etc… running on all the wrong things… and lying on top of it… of course without accountability all of society suffers immensely.

And yet… I’m a nobody in society who will likely die that way, but I was not stupid or crazy as they tried to portray at all, but they actually were.

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Quick addendum

Some things are so simple in this life. Light, sound, human touch, nutrition, sleep… the obvious healthy environments in general -> my parents deprived me of all of those things and led me the opposite way from health. I learned optimal health all on my own. But i still had to keep dealing with them and carrying the weight of everything they did to me. Its really a horror story given the context and long duration, every avenue and detour, every time i was so close to death or had accepted it was futile and nothing could be done for many years at a time. I was always on point. The pains were there that extreme for a reason and i understood all of them. But i was not given any credit or control to change or fix the things my parents were doing. Imagine youre correct at such a young age but you have two people who say almost all the wrong things and believe in all the wrong things and they have full control… watching them hurt you… while they say they love…

its just too much… my memory rock solid… something very unique in terms of how good my memory is… thats why i also could do things like excel in the spelling bees versus the people who were supposed to be the smartest without even studying. I remember things verbatim when i type them. But ive gone back into talking more again and making a mess probably of the more singular focal point i began with. Its always hard when everything tangentially leads to more emotional pain thats all valid and while im typing im experiencing ones that wouldnt exist even still if i had the control i deserved of my own life all along.